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demonbelthazor) wrote2005-10-22 03:08 am
demonbelthazor) wrote2005-10-22 03:08 am
Private Entry -- NFB
It's been an eventful two weeks.
I pretty much kidnapped Phoebe from homecoming to talk to her.We got back together. I know it's insane but I can't help it. I really do love her.
Made an uneasy truce with Piper.She can freeze things. Phoebe has premonitions. It has to be just a coincidence. Please?
Went out with Angelus the next night to hunt some witches. It felt weird though, somehow wrong. I almost let one go because I started thinking of Phoebe. She's affecting me.
Found out Phoebe was still staying at Jayne's. Had our first fight.
Caught Angelus and Callisto in a closet together.
Got to know Beka. She's pretty cool. Reminds me of a demoness I once knew.
Played poker with Angelus and Logan.
Phoebe started getting flowers with threats. Whoever's sending them is telling her to move back to the dorms -- which of course is what I wanted, but I wouldn't go about it that way. I'm pissed. Talked to Angelus about it. Jayne's at the top of my list of suspects. He's probably trying to make me look bad. Hell, I catch him glaring at me enough.
Sparred with Callisto. Sparred with Beka. Good to work some aggressions out.
Finally convinced Phoebe to move back to the dorms -- and stay with me. We're moving into room 412 together. Lindsey will be happy I'm not raiding his fridge anymore.
At the JA meeting, Angelus started insulting Phoebe. Talked to Beka afterwards.Am not emo! Did best to mend things with Daddy Angelus. I don't want him saying crap about Phoebe but I don't want to fight with him, either.
Then there was Ethics class this morning. We're supposed to roleplay Master/slave relationships. Phoebe and I were paired together (or someone would be dead). At first she was listed as Master and she took it about as well as I did. Tara reversed it so now I'm the Master. I don't know why I reacted so strongly to be named as a "slave." I mean, I know all about obedience. I serve the Source, I serve the Brotherhood. I guess it's just the label of "slave." Because it implies against your will? It's not a question of will in the Underworld...it just is.
Tomorrow I've got detention. I asked Tara to give it to me so I could go in with Phoebe because one of her stupid teachers gave her detention for not doing homework or something. I've heard things about detention and I don't want her going in there alone. Okay, she's not alone -- Beka's there for one -- but...I just want to be there with her.
She's staying here with me tonight. Definitely can get used to this.
I pretty much kidnapped Phoebe from homecoming to talk to her.We got back together. I know it's insane but I can't help it. I really do love her.
Made an uneasy truce with Piper.
Went out with Angelus the next night to hunt some witches. It felt weird though, somehow wrong. I almost let one go because I started thinking of Phoebe. She's affecting me.
Found out Phoebe was still staying at Jayne's. Had our first fight.
Caught Angelus and Callisto in a closet together.
Got to know Beka. She's pretty cool. Reminds me of a demoness I once knew.
Played poker with Angelus and Logan.
Phoebe started getting flowers with threats. Whoever's sending them is telling her to move back to the dorms -- which of course is what I wanted, but I wouldn't go about it that way. I'm pissed. Talked to Angelus about it. Jayne's at the top of my list of suspects. He's probably trying to make me look bad. Hell, I catch him glaring at me enough.
Sparred with Callisto. Sparred with Beka. Good to work some aggressions out.
Finally convinced Phoebe to move back to the dorms -- and stay with me. We're moving into room 412 together. Lindsey will be happy I'm not raiding his fridge anymore.
At the JA meeting, Angelus started insulting Phoebe. Talked to Beka afterwards.
Then there was Ethics class this morning. We're supposed to roleplay Master/slave relationships. Phoebe and I were paired together (or someone would be dead). At first she was listed as Master and she took it about as well as I did. Tara reversed it so now I'm the Master. I don't know why I reacted so strongly to be named as a "slave." I mean, I know all about obedience. I serve the Source, I serve the Brotherhood. I guess it's just the label of "slave." Because it implies against your will? It's not a question of will in the Underworld...it just is.
Tomorrow I've got detention. I asked Tara to give it to me so I could go in with Phoebe because one of her stupid teachers gave her detention for not doing homework or something. I've heard things about detention and I don't want her going in there alone. Okay, she's not alone -- Beka's there for one -- but...I just want to be there with her.
She's staying here with me tonight. Definitely can get used to this.
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