![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
[PRIVATE ENTRY]
Oct. 9th, 2005 01:55 am[Locked to self]
I am completely out of my mind.
Phoebe and I are together now. I love her and she loves me. It's crazy to be with her but I was going even more crazy without her. I hate that this place has made me feel things...but she makes me feel so good. But not good good, I mean. I'm still a demon.
I went to talk to Piper and we made some kind of peace. I know she doesn't trust me but her not wanting to kill me makes it a lot easier for me and Phoebe. And we need all the help we can get. Witch and demon. That'd be like a vampire and the Slayer...oh wait.
I was trying to find a way to get rid of my soul before this. Maybe I should still find out how to do it, just in case. I don't even know what I'm doing anymore.
If Raynor finds out about Phoebe I'm so dead.
I am completely out of my mind.
Phoebe and I are together now. I love her and she loves me. It's crazy to be with her but I was going even more crazy without her. I hate that this place has made me feel things...but she makes me feel so good. But not good good, I mean. I'm still a demon.
I went to talk to Piper and we made some kind of peace. I know she doesn't trust me but her not wanting to kill me makes it a lot easier for me and Phoebe. And we need all the help we can get. Witch and demon. That'd be like a vampire and the Slayer...oh wait.
I was trying to find a way to get rid of my soul before this. Maybe I should still find out how to do it, just in case. I don't even know what I'm doing anymore.
If Raynor finds out about Phoebe I'm so dead.
