[PRIVATE ENTRY]

[demonbelthazor]

[Locked to self]

I am completely out of my mind.

Phoebe and I are together now. I love her and she loves me. It's crazy to be with her but I was going even more crazy without her. I hate that this place has made me feel things...but she makes me feel so good. But not good good, I mean. I'm still a demon.

I went to talk to Piper and we made some kind of peace. I know she doesn't trust me but her not wanting to kill me makes it a lot easier for me and Phoebe. And we need all the help we can get. Witch and demon. That'd be like a vampire and the Slayer...oh wait.

I was trying to find a way to get rid of my soul before this. Maybe I should still find out how to do it, just in case. I don't even know what I'm doing anymore.

If Raynor finds out about Phoebe I'm so dead.

Comments

[notstakedyet.livejournal.com]

[ooc: You cad! That's it, the wedding is off!]

[demonbelthazor]

[OOC: She said no other women, but nothing about men! Our subtext can go on. ;) ]

[notstakedyet.livejournal.com]

[ooc: I'm sorry I ever doubted you, pookie!]

[sensethevisions]

[[OOC: Have I mentioned lately how much I love you both?

Have I mentioned that my other OTP is screaming to get back together?]

[demonbelthazor]

[OOC: Is it so wrong that I am a Buffy/Angelus fan? ;) ]

[sensethevisions]

[[OOC: Is it so wrong for me to agree with you? I think the two of them would be a great team]]